Margo Oxendine
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I love the anticipation of finding the perfect gift
for someone, and then watching them open it. (It’s the wrapping that
doesn’t make me the least bit happy. But that’s another column I think
I’ve already written!)
Here it is again: the season for giving! And often,
it’s those gifts we find and give to others that make us most happy,
isn’t it?
I love the anticipation of finding the perfect gift
for someone, and then watching them open it. (It’s the wrapping that
doesn’t make me the least bit happy. But that’s another column I think
I’ve already written!)
There are a couple of unforgettable gift-giving
occasions in my history. The most memorable is the first Christmas my
sister Kathy and I spent without Mom. She had died, rather suddenly,
that past Sept. 15. We wondered how we’d get through Christmas without
her. I weep now, just to think of it.
While we may not have been prepared for Mom’s
passing, I feel she somehow knew. She had purchased Christmas gifts for
each of us that past August. We certainly knew nothing about it — who is
thinking of Christmas in August? Well, that would have been our mother,
Dottie McCollum.
Not only had Mom ordered our gifts, she had wrapped
them. In Christmas paper. And stashed them in her closet. When the
closet was being cleared after her death, my sister found them. She set
them aside, telling me nothing about it.
Imagine my surprise on that sad Christmas morning to
find wrapped gifts under the tree, the little cards written out in Mom’s
hand. They were simple, everyday things — sweaters and turtlenecks. But
oh, how I treasure them to this day. I may never wear a certain sweater,
yet every time I pass it by in my closet, I think of that Christmas
morning. And smile at the wonder of that day.
My mother was a sunny, cheerful person whom everyone
loved. She never had an unkind word to say about anyone. All those who
knew her felt fondly about her. Visitation at the funeral home on that
surreal night was testament to that.
Even her old Girl Scouts — now grown with children
and grandchildren of their own — showed up to pay their glowing
respects.
I remember one afternoon I came home to find Mom
crying at the kitchen table. This was most unusual; in fact, it had
never happened. I rushed to her and asked what was wrong.
“I’ve done a silly thing,” she said. “I bought bonds
for you two girls a few months ago, and now I can’t remember where I put
them. I’ve looked for days, and can’t find them anywhere.” She burst
into tears again.
“Don’t worry; you’ll come across them,” I said.
Well, Mom never found those bonds.
But, when my sister was wrapping Christmas presents
later that year, she got out a gift box that has been passed around our
family for more than 30 years. It’s an odd, flat box; the top is red and
green and gold plaid. Every year, someone got something inside that box.
Every year, it was carefully stored with the Christmas stuff again.
When Kathy opened the box, nestled inside were four
$2,000 bonds. My sister is rarely one to cry, but she burst into tears.
And didn’t tell me a thing about it.
So, that Christmas we both so dreaded without Mom
turned into something miraculous, where she was certainly present in all
her goodness of spirit. Neither of us will ever forget it; in fact, we
mention it in wonder every Christmas morning. “Remember that Christmas
when ... ”
My sister retired early this past Aug. 31. It was
time.
Being pleasant and accommodating to hundreds of
strangers, while you create their omelets at The Homestead every morning
for more than 30 years, can take its toll on anyone.
Months before, I’d bought two funny retirement cards.
And two cards for her Aug. 24 birthday. She was going to have an
exciting week!
When that week arrived, I went to the “gift closet”
to get everything together. There were no cards. I knew darn well I’d
put them in there. But no. All I could find was one silly “Get Fuzzy”
book of cartoons. (We both adore that cat and dog.) Finally, I simply
wrapped up “Get Fuzzy” and gave it to her with an apology about not
finding the cards anywhere.
A few days later, the mystery was solved. All the
cards were stashed inside the book! Kathy said to me, “You’re getting
more like Mom every day!” We laughed. And I just wished it might be
true.